Or not. Im not gonna go there. I have better things to rant about and fill this webspace with. And I wouldn't want to continue being lame and elementary. So yah. That's all I'm going to say about that. Now its done. Over. Moving on.......
My car, praise the Lord is running great. It's so hot! I have yet to name it but its gotta be a duzy cuz Gerty was pretty darn appropriate and this car needs a fitting name.
The weather is absolutely amazing today....its back up to t-shirt and flipflop weather.
And I have just about all my shopping done. I have one thing left to buy and another one thats already paid for I just need to pick it up. So thats a relief. I'm so pumped to just be able to relax and wrap everything and do all my baking. Normally I'm still shopping on the 27th. The joys of a gargantuan family. lol.
I love Christmas. The atmosphere of the entire holiday season just thrills me. And I love the fact that its so beautiful and peacful when you get back to the real meaning and reason for it all. And so simple. I love all the great traditions and fun memories. I love all the food and hanging out with family. It's just so great. I think that on Christmas morning when eveyrone is gathered around the tree and opening the stockings and laughing and just having fun, I think that that really blesses Gods heart when he looks down and sees that unity. Even if its just for one day. It rekindles the hope that one day everyday will be like that.
Anyway I should go get started on something. If nothing else get another cup of coffee going through the viens. Im feeling a little sluggish from all the stress lately....but thankfully its almost over. I can't stand living in a minefield. You never know when somethings gonna snap. All the preassure and constant tension and trying to always do and say the right thing even though I know it's never gonna be good or right enough and not snap myself; its just not healthy for me ....my eyelashes have started to fall out again so please pray for that if you would. That would be fantastic.
Anyway, I need to get going ..so until next time....
Love and Blessings
EnJay
