what is mustard made of?......now that wouldn't be so random if you weren;t in the middle of talking about weddings and such. it made me chuckle alot .....Brian from washington would just shake his head and say "man....rannnndom!"....yeah we know get used to it. seriously if you were a fly on the wall of our appartment you would most likely be disturbed or at the very most traumatized. We both talk a zillion miles an hour at the same time and still understand every word. and even the words we don;t say or the words we say that weren;t even close to the ones we meant. oh yeah and by we and i referring to me and my amazing roomate. she really is the greatest. You know how, before, i was like I don't even know why I'm here...well I still don't really know the exact purpose, but if nothing else, God gave me an amazingly bestest best friend when I was really lacking in the friend department ( true and dependable friends.) and now we're stuck with eachother for life we have no choice but thats not a bad thing. ;) right suz. anyway having all my "best" friends turn their backs on me taught me to rely on God and that was a good thing .......I still struggle with trust but its getting better. I mean how could you not trust someone who saved you at birth and has had His hand guiding your life the whole time...even through the hard times. and you know I always thought no one should have to go through some of the crap that i've gone through but at the same time its that stuff that makes me who I am ....and it could always be worse. moving on to the singleness department...well I have restored faith that God has someone perfect out there just for me .....well I still don't know how much "I" believe it but Susan is adamanant so I guess thats that :P right Suz? also ..if i wasn't single I wouldnt have to pump my own gas or add oil to my ever leaking sh*tmobile....and those are things that I likley would've never done otherwise. and I wouldnt know that automatic transmission fluid can be substituted for power steering fluid and its a lot cheaper. and theres so much more that I want to do ..........and I want to have something to offer a guy....like really....where it stands right now ..I don't have much ....and when a guy could have anyone he wants why would he pick someone that can;t even pump gas or balance a checkbook...both of which i'm very good at ..but you know what I mean ..in this day and age every girl can do everything and is everything to everyone. and has a degree for absolutely everything ..while I sit mostly content working at Tim Hortons with no desire to get a degree.....really.....school is not my thing and I hate feeling like a loser for that .....I wish it was back in the good ol days when you actually had a choice to go to school and it was just as honorable to make a living at a minimum wage job as it was to get a degree and be a professional student. now Im ranting I guess. But yeah ..I gotta get my ducks in a line before I can even think about getting married. I need to have something to offer..I need to be a woman that my husband will be proud of ....not just tolerate me because he has no choice. anyway ...yeah thats that for now I guess...I need to go call my gramma......I havn''t talked to her in forever......and I miss her lots.....anyway ...thanks for reading and commenting. later.
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Susan commented:
hello my gorgeous muffin...it's such a priveledge to live with you and get to say that I get to spend the rest of my single years with YOU...haha sucker..you'll never get rid of me, ever..not even when we are 80..we're gonna be hilarious 80 year olds let me tell you...unless Jesus comes back first, but even then we'll be sharing a mansion anyways..you keep me sane when I can not, smack me in the head when I need it and listen to me go on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on..and on, about different matters, and the fact that I am still alive proves that you are a wonderful person. Thank you Lord for Norma, bless her little heart...speaking of little heart, where are you? I'm home from work and you are not..maybe your out with Melissa, and I have no ideas..anywho..you truly are wonderful and I love you forever, I'll like you for always as long as I'm living my roomie you'll be (and when we are married you can be my homie haha..)
LOVE YOU BUNCHES OF BANANAS
we don't have any bananas for our banana stand! So really it's just a stand! With a silver loop! For keys perhaps! (could be a good idea, at least I would know where I put them for once...)
Susan- » 4:27 PM