working like a mad woman.....you would think that over the years I would have learned my lesson ....but apparently not....the call of money is too strong to resist....actually anyone who knows me knows its not that ..its the desire to actually be able to pay my bills every month and maybe even get ahead a little. my manor shifts just cover the bills...so i've taken on another job in order to pay for my trip. even at that it'll be touch and go ...but considerably less stressful...its so weird though becuase im not really that stresesd...i have a few moments of anxiety .but then im like no ya know what the only reason i got a seat on that flight was because God wanted me there...so therefore he's going to have to provide....and ive learned from past experiences...im not like those uber blessed people who when they are lacking financially ...they just open their mail box and an anonymous cheque has miraculously appeared...or people just start giving them a "love" offering...people don't love me that much..Ive learned that when God says he will provide for me that means he'll provide an opportunity for me to work my ass off....but you know what thats okay too ..i like working....i just dont like getting burnt out ..but luckily its only a month until the trip so hopefully i can hold out that long...and itll only rarely be 16 - 20 hour days...most of them will still be the average 8 - 12 hours and im good on that schedule...anyway i feel kinda dizzy so im gonna go get some fresh air and maybe write another blog later..just thought id inform yall that ill be on less now that im back to my workaholic ways....love yas....enjay.
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Norma Jean commented:
I found out the mystery to the dizziness ... my mom left the propane on on the bbq from the night before ..so I'd been breathing in noxious gas all night and all morning....luckily there's been no lasting damage...that night however I passed out and slept for like 10 hours and then was really sick the next day...but all is well now. just htought I'd update for anyone who was worried
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