Thats how many hours I put in this weekend and 6 is the number of hours I slept. And man alive it takes its toll on my poor body.. every muscle for sure is aching and even some of my bones....mostly in my feet, legs and back...but get this ..the surprising bit of it all is that I don't really feel bad ...I oddly enough feel good...and healthy. LIke no pain no gain. its strange to me to actually have some amount of energy again. I'm really excited to go to Israel and I know its going to be worth all the maga hours I've been putting in in order to pay for it, but sometimes I just wonder "is it really going to be worth it?" or am I just trying to convince myself. Like am I going to be completely worn out by the time May rolls around and be too tired to enjoy myself. But then common sense takes over and as long as I have anything to do about it then I will definately enjoy the trip. im not being stupid about this and working like a dog on the assurance "that GOd will restore my health and sleep" and all that. I've learned the hard way thats not always the case. So I'm the only one that can make this happen. I know my limits. I know when I need to slow down ....and unfortunately nows the time when I can afford it the least. But like I said everything will be fine. I had today off which was super nice. I slept alot (well alot for me ...6 consecutive hours and then a 2 hour nap on the couch ...mmm i love naps...anyway) ... now I'm going to walk downtown and look at the new pets and get the mail. Fresh air always makes me feel good. ...especially when it's going to rain...and its definately going to rain before the day is over. And pets...well theyre just so darn cute you'd have to be really cold hearted to not feel good after holding a puppy. well thats all for now. later. EnJay
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