Ive been incredably busy ......and right now the stress of the last month and what I know the next couple months will be like, is starting to take its toll on me. Ikes! not looking forward to that...... Right now I'm just totally and completely trusting God because frankly I have no other choice...and that in itself causes me to panick ever so slightly. I hate not knowing whats going on and whats going to happen and all that ....and right now I'm sitting with no house, no car, no job, and a few substantial bills. and a Reba ...who is wonderful most days but not when i have to live in a two x two sqaure foot box of a room with her. argh!...sorry Reebs...I do still love you but like i mentioned this morning ..I need room to breathe. and a place to put my stuff..... thats all I want.....So yeah ....anyway I need to get going .....Im so tired right now ..which is rediculous cuz all ive done lately is sleep. Maybe im becoming depressed....i hope not .....but it wouldnt be too much of a stretch .....ahhh....anyway ...i must be going...Find myself some first class employment and a house. or something else to live in. Talk toyou all soon. Peace and God bless!....(at least someones getting the blessings)